i’m normally not a complainer, but fuck, today was an extra miserable day. i need to vent everything out. i would normally vent on twitter, but that shit is limited to a 140-characters. this is going to be more than 140 fucking characters.
it all started this afternoon… around 12:30pm. i was going up the parking lot at UNLV when some bitch almost hit my car. then she had the nerve to be fucking mad at me! like what the fuck? that bitch was all up on my fucking side. i wish she would have hit my car, then i could’ve smacked her in the face. after that, some stupid guy who was obviously fucking lost tried to cut me off and almost hit my car too. WHERE THE FUCK DO THESE PEOPLE LEARN TO DRIVE??!
after finally finding parking on the top floor, i was off to fail my BIOL224 exam. that exam sucked. it had stupid, highly specific questions, like i actually remember the most minute details during fucking lecture. but okay, let me saying that i had no intentions of studying for any of my exams. i honestly, truly did not give a flying fuck about how i did, well at least that’s what i thought until i got to my chemistry exam, but that story is later on.
after that stupid BIOL224 exam, i had about 2 hours to kill. i decided to go to the library so i can “do homework”. there were too many people in the library today. i felt like there was an extra amount of students and shit. like fuck, go home. i was already irritated by the previous events that had happened earlier, and this just made me even more irritated. eventually, dj and i found a place to sit so i can “do homework”… now by “do homework” i mean copy the fucking answers on the back of the book. this took me way too fucking long to do. like fuck, writing 120 answers is not easy stuff.
it was about 3:40pm and i had to be on my way to fail my CHEM111 exam. now that fucking exam was fucking bullshit. do mind that i didn’t study and IT IS MY FAULT, but fuck, i’ma just blame it on other things because i’m a girl and i do what the fuck i want. i have never been as unprepared for an exam than i was today. like everything on that exam look liked it was fucking hieroglyphics and shit. WOW. i mean i would be happy if i got at least one thing right on that exam. i hate fucking chemistry. like i hate it with a passion. i never want to go to class because it’s so pointless. i cannot understand the professor. i mean i know she’s talking in english, but lately it’s like she’s speaking fucking chinese. her accent is getting worse to me. fuck it, moving on…
after being so depressed, i wanted to just stuff my face with food and eat my feelings away. that meant going to Roberto’s and getting some carne asada fries. this was truly one of the few highlights of the day. i tore that shit up. it was so fucking delicious and it temporarily healed my imaginary wounds. i was temporarily happy. but then i had to go to work.
let me tell you something, i didn’t even know if i was suppose to work today. nobody called me to tell me anything, but i am always working on tuesdays, so i go in anyways. well and behold, i do work today. work was such a fucking drag. i was completely, utterly jealous at the people who were getting all romantic and mushy and shit around the store. like get the fuck outta my store with your romantic asses. this also made me sad. then people have to come up and ask me the stupidest, most annoying fucking questions ever. like fuck, i’m miserable, LET ME BE! *sigh… it’s what happens when you work retail.
i was seriously just a hot mess today. as you can tell, i was an emotional wreck. i was happy, sad, irritated, annoyed, miserable, needy, satisfied and whatever else i felt like today. and after reading through this shit, i realize i never said fuck so many times in one place. and you know what? i don’t give a fuck, have a nice day.
